I Slept Through the Email That Changed Everything
The email came at 2 a.m. I was asleep. Some things don't wait for you to be ready.
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AI developer from Mexico, 24, figuring things out one step at a time. Here I write about chasing the GKS scholarship, learning Korean, building things, and whatever else is living rent-free in my head.
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The email came at 2 a.m. I was asleep. Some things don't wait for you to be ready.
The group chat keeps updating. The list keeps growing. I keep refreshing a page that has nothing new to show me. Two days left.
Ten years of being fans, one chaotic Ticketmaster queue, a raffle to cover the cost, and a concert on October 3rd that I'm already calling my birthday gift to myself.
I filled twelve pages with possible questions. I practiced until I almost lost my voice. And then the director said two words that brought my soul back into my body.
I said I would write here when April came. April came. This is what happened at 4am when I finally opened the email I was afraid to open.
Eight months of work, two packages, one prayer at a DHL counter. And then: nothing to do but wait. This is what that actually feels like.